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"The moment you start rationalizing it is the exact same moment you know it wasn't true. All I'm saying is love is just like being a faggot. You and I both know it doesn't make sense, so much in fact that we start trying to base it on science. This or that was genetically proven, this or that is the equivelant to the chemical reaction of so and so, man fuck all that. All you need to know in life is that you were never meant to get what you want, let alone expect what you want to be handed to you. The only thing handed to you in life from people you're not instant-family with is bullshit that doesn't mean anything in life. A fucking teacher acting like he did you a favour in showing you that 2 times 2 equals 4, like that ever did you any good. I mean if it was important in life, then you wouldn't be sitting here would you? So yes, that moment when you start rationalizing it, is the moment you know it wasn't true. You're sitting here, all sobby and teary eyed expecting me to sympathize when I just can't do that. A six year old who just lost her teddy bear cries, but she'll get over it. What makes you any different? What makes you so fucking special that you think it shouldn't have happened to you? Don't you say it, don't you say it.. you wanna say it don't you? You wanna go on and on and on telling me all about how good of a person you are and how people tend to think the best of you. Fuck you and the people you know who tend to think the best of you. You haven't done anyone any favours by being nice, and that's why those same people, those same motherfuckers who keep telling you 'oh you're a good person, you'll be fine, you'll be okay don't worry', that's why they keep telling each other that life ain't fair. Fuck you. Life is fair. I don't care how you look at it, it's still gonna be fair. You live, you die. And you have only one chance at living, and only one chance at dying. How you choose to live is why life is fair. It's not about being lucky, and it's not about how rich or poor you are. It's about circumstances giving you the finger and telling you to deal with it. I personally have come to terms with that, so here I am defending life as being fair. While you're sitting there thinking that sometime, somewhere, to someone, you did something, for some reason, and therefore you deserve better. Explain this to me like I'm a six year old, why? A situation has been presented, and you chose to act all classy or whatever and 'did the right thing' by some standard, which you then later convince yourself entitles you to better treatment. You need to grow up, that's all there is to it. The sooner you accept life being fair, the sooner you'll come to terms with it. It's not a game. It's not a contest. There's really no reason for you to want to win, simply because there is no opponent but yourself. Might as well go fuck yourself, if you ask me. Boy, I'll tell ya, because you think you did something right to someone you're a nice person, and because of that you think you're down to earth, and because of that you expect that there is something about life that in turn has to be fair and treats you right. And what's the first thing you start doing when stuff doesn't go the way you expected? You blame it on everyone but yourself. And even if you do blame it on yourself, that's just your pride talking. Even if you blame it to yourself, you still won't fucking get it. Because there is no one to blame. That's just the way it is. That's life, and that's why it's fair. You do your shit, I do mine, life does its, and we all live happily ever after. It's when you start taking my space, or life's, and presuppose you're entitled to some kind of special treatment and that it's okay for you to be doing that; it's then that you fuck it all up real nice.
And at the end, at the very end, you give up. You start to rationalize it, and then you know it was never true. You never really were entitled to nothing. It's then when you become a genius, it's then when you put knowing the equivelant of 2 times 2 to use. When you nod to the thought of: you can never do anything that will entitle you to any kind of special treatment, or shield you from any mistreatment. That's why life is fair. That's why you have to shut the fuck up, grow up, get up, and keep shutting the fuck up for the rest of time you have on this earth. It's what you make of it, and your thought of your being down to earth is the essence of your pride. You just try to rationalize it, and that's what makes it not true. When you think you're a good person, that's your pride talking. Your pride rationalizing the thought of entitlement; and that's why it can never be true. There's only sixteen ways to answer a question, and saying 'I dunno' is the best of them. And there's only sixteen ways to fuck up your life, and thinking that you're in love with someone who isn't a friend or family sums up all those sixteen ways real nice. You know I'm right because you're rationalizing why you loved that chick. And whenever you rationalize, you're excusing it from being true. Inzain, thaila wainhom tara ma saar 3asha," said 3ali, letting go of the playstation joystick and turning to 3abdalla sitting behind him to his right.